Saturday, May 31, 2008
currently having a war with integration and differentiation
and i decided to take a breather here
yaya,procrastination again lol
anyway,had a great time with twin ytd
shall upload the photos taken ytd as well as class outing photos soon
as usual,i rant my story and sy rant hers
went to chill&study at gloria jeans
dined at hk cafe
shopped
plus lots of gossipings along the way
and well,we'll spent 8 days tgt in town since we're gg for the crash course
and cute sy say we'll have lots of criticism to make since there are all kinds of people we get to see in town.
hm,quite true haha
&thankyou seeyuen for the lovely bookmark
much love twin(:
ok,back to maths.
till then!
and i decided to take a breather here
yaya,procrastination again lol
anyway,had a great time with twin ytd
shall upload the photos taken ytd as well as class outing photos soon
as usual,i rant my story and sy rant hers
went to chill&study at gloria jeans
dined at hk cafe
shopped
plus lots of gossipings along the way
and well,we'll spent 8 days tgt in town since we're gg for the crash course
and cute sy say we'll have lots of criticism to make since there are all kinds of people we get to see in town.
hm,quite true haha
&thankyou seeyuen for the lovely bookmark
much love twin(:
ok,back to maths.
till then!
♥ much love!
Friday, May 30, 2008
!@#$@$%@^@$@%##$!@!$#!#$!$@!@#!@#$!$#!
i'm go going to rant to seeyuen later.
girl,i need you so much now, because none can understand what's really going on
and blame on your itchy hands jiaying.
please chop that off so you won't go bloghopping again.
im super negative now,
and so much for destroying my mood to study later
in the end,i'm still controlled emotionally
omg,i feel like vanishing from the earth now;to run anway from all these
stupid foolish useless idiotic dumbass jiaying
as we grow up,we'll fall and bleed.
i'm go going to rant to seeyuen later.
girl,i need you so much now, because none can understand what's really going on
and blame on your itchy hands jiaying.
please chop that off so you won't go bloghopping again.
im super negative now,
and so much for destroying my mood to study later
in the end,i'm still controlled emotionally
omg,i feel like vanishing from the earth now;to run anway from all these
stupid foolish useless idiotic dumbass jiaying
as we grow up,we'll fall and bleed.
♥ much love!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
editted//
okay,i packed my room alr.
had a war with all my notes
and it took me like 4 hours to finish filing everything by topics
mum&dad prasied me. lol
alright,i decided to cool myself down here
apparently,there's so much things to get upset today
but surprisingly,i'm actually quite okay.
nelsonneo,stop flooding my tagborad.lol
and may i know when you want to pierce your earhole?
i have been waiting for so long alr. rahs
okay,i packed my room alr.
had a war with all my notes
and it took me like 4 hours to finish filing everything by topics
mum&dad prasied me. lol
alright,i decided to cool myself down here
apparently,there's so much things to get upset today
but surprisingly,i'm actually quite okay.
nelsonneo,stop flooding my tagborad.lol
and may i know when you want to pierce your earhole?
i have been waiting for so long alr. rahs
♥ much love!
ohhhhhhmmmmyygodddddd
i haven't been studying
no,should be i haven't START studying since the hols started
how terrible
ohwell,its time for massive room packing and slotting those stack of papers into my files
a good way to get started though most of my classmates/friends have alr started drowning their heads into lecture notes zzz.
look how lag you are jiaying
hey,then why am i still blogging now?
this is called "procastinating"
HAHA.
on a random note:i miss purepigs. tanyingjie,you better hug me tight when you see me since it has been ages i saw you and i know you really miss me.
&&&,nelsonneo,you better stop imitating **** *** and stop your nonsense.may you trip upon a bamboo and be crushed by the panda. LOL
i haven't been studying
no,should be i haven't START studying since the hols started
how terrible
ohwell,its time for massive room packing and slotting those stack of papers into my files
a good way to get started though most of my classmates/friends have alr started drowning their heads into lecture notes zzz.
look how lag you are jiaying
hey,then why am i still blogging now?
this is called "procastinating"
HAHA.
on a random note:i miss purepigs. tanyingjie,you better hug me tight when you see me since it has been ages i saw you and i know you really miss me.
&&&,nelsonneo,you better stop imitating **** *** and stop your nonsense.may you trip upon a bamboo and be crushed by the panda. LOL
♥ much love!
Monday, May 26, 2008
tags replied:
seeyuen:HAHA,i just knew that you'll laugh at me.anyway,i got sth sad/serious to tell you.rahs
serena: yesyes,im one strong girl. and dont you think im smarter at guessing names than wb?
wenbin:i hope after seeing me ytd,it did cure some of your missing for me.HAHA
**** ***:ohwell,i think nelson is annoying.dont you think so? lol
anon:thankyou(: and you are?
have been busy over the weekends-PLAYING(:
it has been sooo long that i can play like nobody's business.
seeyuen:HAHA,i just knew that you'll laugh at me.anyway,i got sth sad/serious to tell you.rahs
serena: yesyes,im one strong girl. and dont you think im smarter at guessing names than wb?
wenbin:i hope after seeing me ytd,it did cure some of your missing for me.HAHA
**** ***:ohwell,i think nelson is annoying.dont you think so? lol
anon:thankyou(: and you are?
have been busy over the weekends-PLAYING(:
it has been sooo long that i can play like nobody's business.
ohwell,im lazy to update about the events
in short,its family outing to singapore flyer and mini clinque's gathering with wenbin and serena.
and i swear,i really didn't mean to gossip that much
but oh well. lol
i shall let photos do the talking.
in short,its family outing to singapore flyer and mini clinque's gathering with wenbin and serena.
and i swear,i really didn't mean to gossip that much
but oh well. lol
i shall let photos do the talking.
and i forgot to take photo with all us three tgt but managed to take out with fat wb
alright,i guess the most tragic thing that i dont wish to see/hear/know about has come. perhaps,it might not be a bad thing afterall. just like you've once said,what belongs to you,will be yours. i'm surprised i'm actually that calm. lol
well,maybe i've long gotton used to singlehood without myself knowing. all the best(:
♥ much love!
Saturday, May 24, 2008
hello readers(:
UPDATES!
i shall proudly/happily announce that holidays are finally here!
i'm like screaming away after econs paper today.
apparantly,as much as it seemed that i dont have enough time to finish my 2 essays,i'm so freaking happy when the teacher said 'pens down'
okay,although i mugged so hard for the past 2 weeks,it just went blank during exams and all i can do is slowly link to the points from just one point i recalled
how smart.
but ya,its over anyway,together with gp paper.
but i find that gp is still quite okay so lets pray hard for good results.
these past 2 weeks have been hectic with full time mugging for econs and gp mid years.
force myself to open my eyes to study,not to stone,go for running to wake myself up is such a tiring stuff.
but can't be helped,sadly,i dont have a smart quick brain. Lol
okay,lets fastforward all those mugging crap.
although this hols is meant to be a study period for the other subjects,my class decided to go wild after econs paper.
afterwhich,nelson,ting,gerlad and me went to do our all-time fav activity, mahjong(:
as usual,my place became a gambling den full of food lying ard.
and yes,i sld have video-ed down the full mahjong session we have and upload here.
apparently,my house became a temporarily mental-hosp
with nelson doing his tribal dance to gain luck;
hoiting acting like a mad woman on the table to drive away people's luck;
and harsh scoldings from us to gerald the GREAT SLOW TORTOISE whose slow action is totally unacceptable when playing mahjong.
so i guess much of our focus was on laughing instead of concentrating on our tiles. haha
okay,i know you are looking at the post now and i'm so gonna rant about you,NELSON NEO.
apparently,he has become so good friend with my mum that he actually went insane and talked nonsensical rumours to my mum.
later got karma then you know. haha
alright,so much for today.
anyway,**** *** is having camp so ya,may he enjoy and not be tired out (seeyuen is so gonna laugh at me when she sees this but ohwell, he's sure definately better then *** ***.right sy?)
goodnight(:
UPDATES!
i shall proudly/happily announce that holidays are finally here!
i'm like screaming away after econs paper today.
apparantly,as much as it seemed that i dont have enough time to finish my 2 essays,i'm so freaking happy when the teacher said 'pens down'
okay,although i mugged so hard for the past 2 weeks,it just went blank during exams and all i can do is slowly link to the points from just one point i recalled
how smart.
but ya,its over anyway,together with gp paper.
but i find that gp is still quite okay so lets pray hard for good results.
these past 2 weeks have been hectic with full time mugging for econs and gp mid years.
force myself to open my eyes to study,not to stone,go for running to wake myself up is such a tiring stuff.
but can't be helped,sadly,i dont have a smart quick brain. Lol
okay,lets fastforward all those mugging crap.
although this hols is meant to be a study period for the other subjects,my class decided to go wild after econs paper.
afterwhich,nelson,ting,gerlad and me went to do our all-time fav activity, mahjong(:
as usual,my place became a gambling den full of food lying ard.
and yes,i sld have video-ed down the full mahjong session we have and upload here.
apparently,my house became a temporarily mental-hosp
with nelson doing his tribal dance to gain luck;
hoiting acting like a mad woman on the table to drive away people's luck;
and harsh scoldings from us to gerald the GREAT SLOW TORTOISE whose slow action is totally unacceptable when playing mahjong.
so i guess much of our focus was on laughing instead of concentrating on our tiles. haha
okay,i know you are looking at the post now and i'm so gonna rant about you,NELSON NEO.
apparently,he has become so good friend with my mum that he actually went insane and talked nonsensical rumours to my mum.
later got karma then you know. haha
alright,so much for today.
anyway,**** *** is having camp so ya,may he enjoy and not be tired out (seeyuen is so gonna laugh at me when she sees this but ohwell, he's sure definately better then *** ***.right sy?)
goodnight(:
♥ much love!
Sunday, May 11, 2008
randon feelings;random reflections.
everytime a song or a place rings a bell,i just couldn't handle.
let me tell you something, the big crybaby in me is starting up once again
particularly at this intense period where self-inflicted stress adds on.
i still regret and yes,guilt has been overwhelming me since last year,after your words.
i tried to stand up and at times,i thought i can really forget and move on.
however,deep inside, im a weakling.
i couldn't remeber how many times i just stood at the place where flashbacks overflow.
at times,i feel wonderful being single but i realised thats just another me who wanted to escape.
when we've turned from the closest people to ultimate strangers;
this feeling suck.
i always wonder;
if i haven't been selfish
if i haven't been harsh
if i haven't been so indifferent to your words
if i ever did say no at the point,
what will today be like?
i'm always envious of people who can moved on so fast and i'll wonder how they did that.
well,seeyuen once said'its because they have found someone better"
maybe in this particular journey,i'm the bad person.
so much scoldings,so much wake-up calls,so much consoling words,
none helped.
and even time has let me down.
it suck because until now,
i still cannot handle this rationally
its not that im immature;
i've fell too deeply i guess.
i don't like the feeling of drowning back into the past
and realise that i've made a terrible mistake
i don't like the feeling of seeing you and yet,we both know its different now.
i dont like the feeling of blogging such things now.
how can we lose something that we've hold on so deeply before?
just admit you're weak, jiaying.
everytime a song or a place rings a bell,i just couldn't handle.
let me tell you something, the big crybaby in me is starting up once again
particularly at this intense period where self-inflicted stress adds on.
i still regret and yes,guilt has been overwhelming me since last year,after your words.
i tried to stand up and at times,i thought i can really forget and move on.
however,deep inside, im a weakling.
i couldn't remeber how many times i just stood at the place where flashbacks overflow.
at times,i feel wonderful being single but i realised thats just another me who wanted to escape.
when we've turned from the closest people to ultimate strangers;
this feeling suck.
i always wonder;
if i haven't been selfish
if i haven't been harsh
if i haven't been so indifferent to your words
if i ever did say no at the point,
what will today be like?
i'm always envious of people who can moved on so fast and i'll wonder how they did that.
well,seeyuen once said'its because they have found someone better"
maybe in this particular journey,i'm the bad person.
so much scoldings,so much wake-up calls,so much consoling words,
none helped.
and even time has let me down.
it suck because until now,
i still cannot handle this rationally
its not that im immature;
i've fell too deeply i guess.
i don't like the feeling of drowning back into the past
and realise that i've made a terrible mistake
i don't like the feeling of seeing you and yet,we both know its different now.
i dont like the feeling of blogging such things now.
how can we lose something that we've hold on so deeply before?
just admit you're weak, jiaying.
♥ much love!
Saturday, May 10, 2008
okay,this week hasn't been a happening one.
and ohmy,i think all the tests killed my brain cells by a lot
seriously,i think i need to get my butts down and study
am glad that justin has been enthu to asked me out for study sessions but ya,shall meet you guys next week alright.
watched ironman with kelvin on friday and ohman,its nice(: all the actions are so damn cool
but ya,as much as it seem to be unrealistic,we might see roborts running and fighting in the future.
who knows?
anyway,why am i blogging now?
lol,im such a big fat slacker
to my dearest seeyuen,
although everything came crashing down,please remain brave alright.
i know the feeling suck and you are disappointed
but do remember you still have lots of friends ard you
and your twin here.
when you've come to the lowest point,
please don't lose the faith,
becase for all you know,the highest point is still waiting for you
jiayou and everything will turn out just fine(:
okay,off to meet daryl and clement.
♥ much love!
Saturday, May 03, 2008
i'm currently hooked to this series called強劍 qiang jian . its a super nice show.
well,come to think of it,the series i watch mainly consist of hk series and some taiwan shows. in my opinion,s'pore's production can't really be compared with hk shows. be it in the flow of story or actors. hongkong actors are really great.
BOSCO WONG TOTALLY ROCK IN THIS SHOW(:
well,come to think of it,the series i watch mainly consist of hk series and some taiwan shows. in my opinion,s'pore's production can't really be compared with hk shows. be it in the flow of story or actors. hongkong actors are really great.
BOSCO WONG TOTALLY ROCK IN THIS SHOW(:
♥ much love!
the weather is damn horrible these few days.
rain rain,please come alright?
anyway.the skies seem dark just now but ohwell,its a false hope once again.
and grr,i'm not recovering yet(must be due to the sucky weather i guess)
which means that i cannot go for AJ CO concert, cannot eat this cannot eat that(thats one horrible thing) and no energy to study too. ohmy,feel like such a useless bum now.
and because of this sucky weather,it resulted in many of the people ard me to get sick and the most worrying one is my big aunt. anyway,the ambulance just came this morning and sent her back to tks hosp cos she has been running a fever for 2 days i think. for us,getting sick is just being terrible for a couple of days but for my aunt,its a different case as a small problem like fever can result in serious effects. so yah,please bless her.
well,i got a weird feeling these few days.i can't and dont know how to explain. but anyway,this feeling sort of tell me not to give up the hope i always have. (:
lastly,i have a super no-life life currently. rah i shall/will get back my life afer the A's. time is all i need.
rain rain,please come alright?
anyway.the skies seem dark just now but ohwell,its a false hope once again.
and grr,i'm not recovering yet(must be due to the sucky weather i guess)
which means that i cannot go for AJ CO concert, cannot eat this cannot eat that(thats one horrible thing) and no energy to study too. ohmy,feel like such a useless bum now.
and because of this sucky weather,it resulted in many of the people ard me to get sick and the most worrying one is my big aunt. anyway,the ambulance just came this morning and sent her back to tks hosp cos she has been running a fever for 2 days i think. for us,getting sick is just being terrible for a couple of days but for my aunt,its a different case as a small problem like fever can result in serious effects. so yah,please bless her.
well,i got a weird feeling these few days.i can't and dont know how to explain. but anyway,this feeling sort of tell me not to give up the hope i always have. (:
lastly,i have a super no-life life currently. rah i shall/will get back my life afer the A's. time is all i need.
♥ much love!
as promised,i'll update on the A'Div bowling competiton.(:
21/04 was aj team bowling first day of comp. we were playing singles.anyway,i played well during the first 4 games and hit my highest score of 176. coach was shocked when he saw my score,like really literally shocked. but but,a damn idiotic school full of screams spoilt my last 2 games.i was damn pissed.its like,every frame the boys played,they had to shout and worst,the girls scream was horrible and imagine 10+ crazy girls shouting and screaming away while you're in the mist of bowling. i totally lose my concentrate and hit 2 games at a score of 81.its pulled my average down by a lot. coach was funny,he went to me and say"you want to complain?i can help you" like haha,i was bursting out laughing when i heard that and saw his expression.anyway,im disgusted by that school.so lack of consideration for others. they sld join cheerleading instead of bowling. RAH.
wed was doubles and this time,i learn to be smart alr.when i saw that particualr school boy going to bowl,i immediately step down and let him go first.wait till their girls shout finish then i go. however,i screwed up the whole game during doubles. and yes,i cried again because i'm quite frustrated about not bowling up to standard as compared to my trgs.
then the following mon and tue was team comp and yes,the MI girls beside our lane were really nice and its a rare scene to see two competing schools cheering each other up.
anyway,tue was kind of a sad day because its like the end of the comp alr and i really miss my team mates and the trgs we had tgt. after the comp,i ran out to talk to kelvin cos im afraid that i'll cry again because i know everything is ending soon. eventually,i manage to calm myself down during the debrief and as expected,nelson cried.
"good things always come to an end" -WH.
anyway,i really want to thank kelvin for pei-ing me to train after my comp on mon and hear my rants. but kelim lim,you really looks funny when you bowl.HAHA.
had track and field meet this wed and well done 26/07 girls. although we didn't come in top 3 in the 8x50 run,we know did our best alr(:
the weather is really bad these few days and ohman, i had fever,flu and cough because of that. and the muscle ache due to my sprint on wed adds on to my pain. its terrile to feel really really weak,trust me.
okay,i have a random mood now so i shall post some cam-whoring pictures i took with my cousin 2 weeks ago while visiting my aunt at the hosp. and oh,my big aunt can go home alr! like finally. although she still have to rely on machine for breathing,its certainly better to stay in your own home than to be in hops and she certainly looks happier now. (:
LALALAL(:
21/04 was aj team bowling first day of comp. we were playing singles.anyway,i played well during the first 4 games and hit my highest score of 176. coach was shocked when he saw my score,like really literally shocked. but but,a damn idiotic school full of screams spoilt my last 2 games.i was damn pissed.its like,every frame the boys played,they had to shout and worst,the girls scream was horrible and imagine 10+ crazy girls shouting and screaming away while you're in the mist of bowling. i totally lose my concentrate and hit 2 games at a score of 81.its pulled my average down by a lot. coach was funny,he went to me and say"you want to complain?i can help you" like haha,i was bursting out laughing when i heard that and saw his expression.anyway,im disgusted by that school.so lack of consideration for others. they sld join cheerleading instead of bowling. RAH.
wed was doubles and this time,i learn to be smart alr.when i saw that particualr school boy going to bowl,i immediately step down and let him go first.wait till their girls shout finish then i go. however,i screwed up the whole game during doubles. and yes,i cried again because i'm quite frustrated about not bowling up to standard as compared to my trgs.
then the following mon and tue was team comp and yes,the MI girls beside our lane were really nice and its a rare scene to see two competing schools cheering each other up.
anyway,tue was kind of a sad day because its like the end of the comp alr and i really miss my team mates and the trgs we had tgt. after the comp,i ran out to talk to kelvin cos im afraid that i'll cry again because i know everything is ending soon. eventually,i manage to calm myself down during the debrief and as expected,nelson cried.
"good things always come to an end" -WH.
anyway,i really want to thank kelvin for pei-ing me to train after my comp on mon and hear my rants. but kelim lim,you really looks funny when you bowl.HAHA.
had track and field meet this wed and well done 26/07 girls. although we didn't come in top 3 in the 8x50 run,we know did our best alr(:
the weather is really bad these few days and ohman, i had fever,flu and cough because of that. and the muscle ache due to my sprint on wed adds on to my pain. its terrile to feel really really weak,trust me.
okay,i have a random mood now so i shall post some cam-whoring pictures i took with my cousin 2 weeks ago while visiting my aunt at the hosp. and oh,my big aunt can go home alr! like finally. although she still have to rely on machine for breathing,its certainly better to stay in your own home than to be in hops and she certainly looks happier now. (:
LALALAL(:
♥ much love!
